Anxious
The investment I will make soon will hurt next month’s repayment schedule, too. It looks like I will not be able to throw the $1,000 I budgeted towards paying down my debt next month either, it will be less, a little over the minimum.
The month of August can’t arrive soon enough for me. I need to get back on track with my debt repayment plan because I am getting anxious.
I can’t believe I am feeling this way. I have a plan, it is only a matter of time for the plan to fall into place. I just don’t get me.
I guess it’s because when I look at the rate of interest that I am charged, that makes me uneasy. I can’t believe that before it didn’t bother me as much as it does now. My brain has done a complete 180 on this whole debt dilemma I am living with.
Is it time to relax and let my plan take it’s course? Take a deep breath, walk away (hopefully not too far that I end-up as before), and enjoy the summer as much as I possibly can?
The way my brain is working lately, I doubt I will relax that much. I am on a debt war path and I fear that if I don’t relax this too can become a problem.
Hopefully, when I do pay down my debt I will remember these anxious times and not allow myself to come back here—I don’t like it here.
